Rain Drop Dream That Gets Shattered

A

drop

of rain hol

ds people's drea

ms as it gives them a

day  to do nothing that's new.

So it brings her to ease with life as the

day moves slowly away, while not being both

ered the rest of that day, or until a call. But the dr

eams can become shattered with the breaking news of a 

family death becuase they got hit by a careless driver. With her

newborn baby in the back seat. She would have never thought when

her husband was bring their baby girl home from the hospital. That when 

she gave birth and saw her for the first time that it would have been also 

the last time that she would see her baby girl. At the funeral she was

 just wondering why do things happen for reasons this way. Also on 

this day she turned and gave her life to christ, so there would 

be someone with her all the time. She now goes to places a

nd shares her story and tells how her little girl had hel

ped her through life's hard journeys. She also tells

everyone that she talks to these same words

"I know that I will be able to see and 

to hold my baby girl in heaven 

an be a whole family once

again" and at the end

she says to all

Amen. 

christ

He is one that will never let me down
with my sins he drains them down, so I do not drown.
He is one that gives me hope when I am crying
and lifts me up when so I keep on trying.
He is one that never leaves my side,
so I can't wait to see him. when I die.
He is the one that does not judge,
but he gets me to move with a slight nudge.
His rule are ones that you can't bend,
until the very end and not even then.

Life

which starts at the soul

it shows the wonders of life

it will never end

Death

Six feet in the ground

where there is no light or life

where lies are hidden

My Dearest Friend

Our past was a blast
our future is unknown
Our friendship will always last
You never made me really feel alone

WHen we went our separate ways
I never felt so lost from the path
You always know what to say
We still stay friends even though we've gone through each other's wrath

You should know that I will take care of you
and I know what you mean before you even talk
and I will stay with you  until you feel as good as new
I will always be on your side during your walk

Why Did you Reawaken Me?

Sadness is like light sky blue.

It smells like Dead roses that was once on a loved ones grave, but like their life the sweet smell of the roses didn't last.

It tastes like a burnt piece of meat that still has all its flesh burnt into flakes, but at the same time with a shocking kick.

It sounds like the utter silence at a loved one's death.

It feels like an unloving father with doubts of his sons  that he helped raise through the years.

It looks like a baby being left in the middle of the road and the parents hoping their child will be saved.

Sadness is like a questioning life where I don't feel like I belong.

Wings like Eagles

          Imagine that you are a eagle flying in the sky being free from all things and being able to go where you want to. Even when a storm is here the eagle still look oh so majestic. The lighting may be a bother as well with its rain and wind, but nothing is to strong to hold them back. All they do is have to fly a little harder then usual. They might have to take a rest for a second or two, but once they are up nothing will be able to bring them down. Plus this animal can't be tamed, they might get captured, but their sprite can't ever be broken.

          I can see myself as a eagle in that way, but for me the eagle is my sprite. I may get people talking crap, try to tear me down, push, and everything else, but I will never be taken down. From what was once said, "Celebrate your success and stand stand strong when adversity hits, for when the storm clouds com in, the eagles soar while the small birds take cover" This says to me that many things try to get in our way from the goal that is set for me from God, but being like this it will not make me go hide and take shelter it will just make me work harder doing it.

Two in one

When you talk about your life you mostly will use the word "I" when you are describing some that "you" have done, but in reality there is not “you” or "I" there is only "us" and "we". The reason that was said because in each of us there is some else that is in our lives as well and his name is Jesus Christ. He lives in our heart and he is deals in our lives every day, so why would you say that you did something when there were two of you in one body. This may be difficult to understand now, but as you go on in life and live through to something’s in life you will then understand what I mean.

       In this "I" will be explaining more what "I" think he is trying to tell me, so that people can think about it and understand when people say you are not a whole person until they are with him. Think about the verse Psalm 23:4: Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. As it says we are never alone, but we may think we are. If we do feel that way it’s because we are the one that walks away from him. 

I know from a personal have done this many times. From dealing with parents, brother going across seas, eating disorder, cutting, depression. But when I feel down the most is when I see god the most come in my life because I never realized what he has done in my life. One story that I happened about three weeks ago and God really showed him-self to me when I was walking home about 10:30 p.m.

I was at a party and I was getting hungry, so I decided to go and get Subway. Well when I was my car started acting up and then just died on me. So I call my mom and she starts yelling at me because the car broke down. Then was just giving me attitude that whole night. So I decided that to walk to my dad’s from the party. Just too clear things up the person that had the party did not know I was walking home. I ran and walked in the cold night. Then in the middle of my walk, I just started crying and broke down. I close my eyes and asked God "why?" When I reopened my eyes I looked up in the sky and saw a real shooting star. That reminded me that God was in control and he is always with me. But sometimes I step away because I forget what he can do sometimes.

As you can see that I am not perfect either, but we just need to remember that we are never alone and he never leaves us, we leave him. So next time you feel alone remember this blog or at-least the poem. Well I will leave with a question: "Has there been a time in your life that you felt alone or that God as felt you?" Then as yourself "Did you leave him?"